On my own. No problem. At eighteen I thought I knew everything about life. I had it all together. I would go to school, work, get my degree, learn as much about the Bible as I could, and never ever get married. Yeah, I wanted kids, but I would adopt or move to another country as a missionary and take in some orphans.
You would think that I would learn that my plans are not God's plans by now. My parents always said I liked to be boss. Now it was time to let God do the driving and I needed to take a back seat. He always knows what's best for me.
The good stuff...So I keep on attending the youth group at Immanuel Assembly in
Brookpark where Pastor Russ Horne(PR) was the youth pastor. (Don't jump ahead..it's not what you think!) I always sat in the front row. I scrambled down as many notes as I could take and looked up every scripture that was preached. I really didn't take notice of the preacher, I really focused on the preaching. I did some drama and then became best friends with the senior pastor's daughter, Deana. Dee Dee and I were both going to Cleveland State for teaching. She was hilarious! We did a lot together, especially at church. I only went to Immanuel on
Wednesdays, since I was committed to the church plant started by Jeff Brown.
Jeff totally challenged me. He bought a bus and said fill it. He gave me ideas and then said make it happen. He taught me to pray passionately for the lost and cry out to God and how to hear from Him. At that time, he asked me to become totally committed to one body-one church. He asked me to leave Immanuel. I totally respected him and obeyed.
But, I still hung out with Dee Dee and the gang of college students (PR, Roland, Joe, Maryann). There was a group of us that hung out and did stupid stuff like go bowling( No offense-I just stink at it).
One Friday night after bowling, we all decided that we needed to
exercise. So, we had this crazy idea to get up at 8 am and go running. Since PR lived in the parsonage, we would meet there.
I woke up, got on my jogging suit, bought some donuts, and headed to
PR's house. For those of you who read my blog earlier, you know what happens. I was the only one to show up. So, Pastor Russ laughs and decided to go running with me. Alone. I was scared to death and pushed my self so hard, I almost puked.
That was our first official non-date. As a joke one night,(as we jumped
on her parents bed!) Dee Dee says, you should like Pastor Russ. We laughed so hard about that. Then that night, I started to think about the preacher man. Nope. He's way to good for me. Plus, I never wanted to get married, so I didn't have to get divorced. I just wanted what God wanted.